things go much smoother now.
no hesitations.
no distractions.
just doing it.
just crafting.
just honing.
just trying.
yeah, it gets lonely sometimes.
but some sacrifices have to be made...
i never was a man of action.
just planning and planning away.
for a day that never came.
the time has come, now.
now, the time has come.
they seem so surprised that i would give everything to just have a chance.
what else am i waiting for?
what else am i trying for?
i guess they don't know what goes on.
i assume everyone is like me.
i assume everyone is lucky.
i have it so easy.
it is almost sickening.
i missed my chance to be re-introduced.
but it probably would have ended with vomit or a shotgun.
i still have her in my pocket.
yes, jacky boy...in my pocket.