i wonder...was he right? are my standards too high? is that what my problem is? i honestly don't think i ask more of others than what i ask of myself.

i have a dangerous thought pattern. it's circular in it's trappings.

i don't want to work.
i don't want to not work.
i'm bored.

i like watching reality tv, because i try to figure out how other people think...trying to buy a clue.