drown in alcohol
despite my best efforts, i am still alive.
i will try harder this weekend.
and the weekend after that.
and the weekend after that.
and so on and so forth.
leaving me alone in a room with a bottle of vodka and memories of a girl is dangerous.
and then when you get back she tells you what she did...and you curse yourself for not finishing the job when you had the chance.
old.
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