it is a harrowing experience to find out who really is a friend and who just pays you lip service. i thought i'd have at least 2 friends at my current location, but instead i only have one...and he's always gone, which was expected. but i thought i'd have another to fall back on...but that just goes to show you can't trust anyone from what they say. this leaves me left alone in my room, which is fine by me...but i'd still like to eat with other people...sometimes...whatever...i guess i need to open my door to let out some heat.