well...you wouldn't believe me if i told you.

let's just say that it couldn't have been written any better. and by better i mean terrible for me. i mean, this is fucking straight out of a movie i never wanted to see. but, alas, it is real life. and it sucks.

there is a saying, "it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all"...or something to that effect. i'll try to keep that in mind. as dinosaurs crush my soul.