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2003-02-06 9:11 a.m. all my life why do i hate it so much? you don't know...i don't know...but the fact of the matter is that i do indeed loathe it. i see it as my enemy, and i think i see it correctly. it seems to have taken some of my friends away from me...or moved them farther away than they were. it doesn't make sense to me why someone would. fuck it. who ever let me do this? i blame you. i'd cut and run...but i did something dumb. stupid addictive personality of mine...always wanting more. i hate myself sometimes. All my life I've been searching for something you've such a delicate wrist i have an inferiority complex...except that even though i think i'm no good, i'm still better than everyone else. i still hope that you'll respond one of these days...one of these days i'm going to do something with myself. thats all i need...all i need is for this to start working how i planned. old. previous |