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2002-09-30 12:58 p.m. see emily play "emily tries but misunderstands she's often inclined to borrow somebody's dreams till tomorrow." a friend talked to me yesterday about why i was doing what i was doing...i replied that i was already doing it, so why change...he responded that it was stupid of me to continue what i am doing, if i dislike it...i agreed...but, i won't change what i'm doin...at least not at this moment in time... i feel like an old man, watchin a bunch of kids living their life... the secret agent is slowly becoming annoying...if i were a better man i'd communicate my feelings and prevent an explosion of yelling and throwing of objects...but i am not a better man, as was proven before...well...just before. last nite i wrote out my life's goals...they were pretty ambitious...actually i should have labeled the list life's dreams...life's kinda funny when you don't have anything you are willing to work for. old. previous |