it seems i can't control my feelings as well as i once thought i could...i can hold them in for a good while...but then they just explode on the unlucky soul who does something to tick me off...my post was going to be some venemous words...but i thought better of it...stupid feelings...always getting in the way of truth...if you have felt the sting of my words, i apologize...

a thought sprang from the back of my mind...i was supposed to go to the island to talk instead of being exiled...i probably should just forget about it...

"Don't feel like Satan but I am to them

So I try to forget it anyway I can"