"the prince of peace embraced the gloom and walked the night alone"

i think i'm too serious sometimes and not serious enough others.

a girl i don't know touched my inner thigh 'on accident'...twice. what the damn!?!? didn't she get the memo? i mean c'mon...i was noticably quiet and stared at things for much too long...you don't touch guys like that with wreckless abandon...it just isn't healthy for their psyche...plus doing it just because you heard the 'joke' about when i pulled away when a girl tried to hold my hand is just plain mean...just plain mean...not that i didn't appreciate it...

oh yes...and yesterday i found out that i'm never gonna get any until the good girls are done with their bad boy stage...fuck that shit...i shouldov been a 'bad boy'...i tried...not that hard admittedly...but i mostly blame my parents for my 'nice guy' image...they don't let me do anything, and i'm too afraid of the consequences to do anything they say no to...i guess i'm just a pansy...oh well...this way i'll get to just go...