and i did get out...and it was quite nice.

why is it that whenever i read an email from you i feel like shoving a pencil thru my eye because i'm so stupid? and why can't i let myself do anything? and why does it seem that everyone i know is falling apart? and why does the world never let good win? and why do i fail to do things i know i have to do?

i don't know why i asked you.

i don't expect you to have any answers.