yes, i'm hypocritical and dumb.
and maybe a bit sexist.
i apologize.

in other news, i'm back at home.
i think this will always be.
despite myself.
to spite myself.
my brothers are good.
as good as we can be, at least.
one father said i "look older."
i just laughed.
one mother said it much better.
i think i'll grow old if i'm not careful.
can never be too careful.