my chest feels like it is exploding on the inside...i didn't have this pain before...no, this isn't a metaphor. my sister told me she had the same pain over thanksgiving...she's getting it looked at by a doctor...i guess i'll wait to see what he has to say about her before deciding what to do with me. it's bad...i can't even sleep.

things need to start getting done...so if you have things, do them.

i still have trouble being patient.