i think about killing myself everyday.
i don't like that.
the very idea of having a journal is selfish.
i love the contradictions that make people human.
i sent my rival (or one of them) the EP and he said he liked it...at least the sentiment.

the other person i fucked used me, i think...i was supposed to use her.
i'm not quick on the draw.
but i'm quick on the draw.
i've said fuck it for some time now.
i don't even try to live anymore.
i wish someone would try to mug me so i could die fighting.
that will never happen.

i'm hilarious as a human.