i ate dinner alone today. and even though i was abandoned by everyone i know...there was some strange solace in being my own company. i guess i should get used to it, and i am. it is the only time i can actually be myself, and not some fictional character i created to entertain others.

listening to the beatles really helps out one's mood. i suggest that everyone have a healthy dose of the fab four when they are feeling down.

i had an exam tonight, and i think everything is goin as planned. and now you are left to imagine what that plan is...bwa ha ha.

i should stop making plans...this much is clear...or at least stop telling people i have them...that's when this whole mess began...stupid me...trusting people. i say bah humbug to that. it's all a secret operation from now on. see...what happened was i found someone who was like me and didn't trust anyone, therefore i thought i could trust 'em...instead of staying the course and agreeing to not trust each other.

i really like my classical music appreciation course...mostly because some of the composers we learn about are a lot like me...or at least i like to think so.

i made a list of movies to purchase...on this list are the following: One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, Raging Bull, Fantasia.

make your own conclusions.