"You my friend

I will defend

And if we change, well I

Love you anyway"

i am nothing but excuses...i just realized that today...i make excuses for everything that is my fault...i got a 'C' on my last speech because i didn't prepare very well...i blame it on not having enough time...see...excuse...then i didn't....i'm stopping now and moving on

things are looking bad...my grades are not what they should be...my parents will be mad...i don't even care...as i told my engineering group...i'm just gonna work at burger king...i think i could take that...stopping again

i'm starting to spin...everybody says...or did say...no one is here now...anyway...they said that onecrazymojo was crazy...but he's not...and i was the only one who knew it...because i was crazy...everybody is crazy...but onecrazymojo is not...everyone plays the game...but onecrazymojo does not...i want to be like onecrazymojo and not be crazy...

it also occurred to me today that everyone i know has 'paired-up' with a significant other...so much so that when you think of the person, you also think of the other...except me, spidey-boy, and onecrazymojo...we didn't...ever...even when i kinda did...i didn't...we just didn't need to...that's weird...i'm stopping this also...

the only thing that could make me happy is....i don't know...and that is bad...

life is ridiculously ridiculous.